~Goodbye is always hard to say, but I guess this time it's necessary. You want me gone and I understand. You say you don't but til now you still cannot hide your true intentions behind those big round beautiful eyes of yours. I didn't mean to make things complicated and for that, I really am sorry. But, I guess when you say it like that, right in my face, then I guess I have to listen. You were right, you are in my heart and you will always remain there no matter what you say and do because after all this is through I'm going to be the one standing through the storm and the sea and would be waiting for you just like I say I would, just like I promised. If I have to wait five years, then I will. If it takes me til the day I die then so be it.
I guess we both were blind to see, what was right in front of our eyes. Mine then yours. I'm sorry things had to be the way they had to be. You have your reasons and I have mine. I wish things could have been different but I guess for you, fate didn't let it and for me, I didn't want to accept it. No surprise there, huh? It always makes me wonder how two people who are so different can be so similar yet at the same time be so similar yet so different. I always thought I would be the one you would rely on, but how the tables turn in the end. Was it that difficult to trust me? I guess it was, and I don't blame you. I have one last gift for you, and after that, I'm gone. I'll probably be sad and I would be hurt, but I guess after all this time even when you say you care, your words are just words. I'm used to the pain, like torture that has become a routine. I guess, it's better this way....
Forever loved by,
Me....
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