After a brutal battle, we all thought it was the end...
A year passed....
I am a year older, a bit stronger, a different look, but again I find myself living in the hospital. Sleeping, eating horrible food with rubbish nutrional values and missing my soccer matches so I have to just see soccernet Gamecast and read text like as if I playing Football Manager...
And oh, listing down my bloody frustrations on my now defunct blog just to make myself a wee bit better...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
What's To Come...
Okay, this blog has not been updated since September but I think it doesn't matter anyway. So since September, time really flown for me, lets see...
All I know, my parents left to go visit my brother in Australia and left the whole house to me. Which was cool but more difficult than I thought. I really had a taste of what the real world would be like to fend for myself and with 2 more weeks to go, I think I am able to survive. Things are really more expensive than I thought and transport really drain my funds and cash converter has been a good friend of mine. (Its a good thing I still have stuff to sell.) I wish I could just stay at home and slack til I go onto my new adventure but as usual I still have many responsibilities to fulfil. I hope by the end of all this I really become a better person. If not then I'm just wasting my freaking time.
In two weeks time, I head off to join my friends in serving the country, but I guess I would do it in a different way. I think in a previous entry I wrote that a friend of mine said I would always RIDICULOUSLY put others in front of myself, well, I guess that is a good thing cause if everything goes well, I would risking my own life to ensure the safety for others. (Don't know if I am ready for that.) If not, I probably a waste of space admin office boy working for minimum wage wasting 2 years of my life. I don't know what to expect, because none of my friends went to the acadamy I'm going to end up in. I really just hope for the best and the funny things is I not worrried of being toutured or being scolded or whatever the authority there is going to do. The only thing I'm afraid of, is failing. I just don't want to waste my time...
Only god knows how much time I really have left....
All I know, my parents left to go visit my brother in Australia and left the whole house to me. Which was cool but more difficult than I thought. I really had a taste of what the real world would be like to fend for myself and with 2 more weeks to go, I think I am able to survive. Things are really more expensive than I thought and transport really drain my funds and cash converter has been a good friend of mine. (Its a good thing I still have stuff to sell.) I wish I could just stay at home and slack til I go onto my new adventure but as usual I still have many responsibilities to fulfil. I hope by the end of all this I really become a better person. If not then I'm just wasting my freaking time.
In two weeks time, I head off to join my friends in serving the country, but I guess I would do it in a different way. I think in a previous entry I wrote that a friend of mine said I would always RIDICULOUSLY put others in front of myself, well, I guess that is a good thing cause if everything goes well, I would risking my own life to ensure the safety for others. (Don't know if I am ready for that.) If not, I probably a waste of space admin office boy working for minimum wage wasting 2 years of my life. I don't know what to expect, because none of my friends went to the acadamy I'm going to end up in. I really just hope for the best and the funny things is I not worrried of being toutured or being scolded or whatever the authority there is going to do. The only thing I'm afraid of, is failing. I just don't want to waste my time...
Only god knows how much time I really have left....
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