Until The Day I Die...

Tagged by Shar and I have really nothing, NOTHING, to do...

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.(I NOT TAGGING CUZ I LAZY AND I'M NOT THAT BORED!!!)

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Miss Independant - Ne-yo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I'll Make Love To You/End Of The Road - Boyz II Men & Babyface
(I guess that means love making skills are important to me....:P)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Time Of My Life - David Cook
(I'm having the time of my life)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I'm in Love With A Girl - Gavin DeGraw
(HAHA...my purpose is to be in love with a girl. Finally proof that I'm NOT GAY!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Rise Up - Drowning Pool
(HAHA...time to fight.. *game face on*)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Moving Mountains - Usher
(WALIAO!!! I KNOW I BIG LA!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
What You Got - Colby O'Donis feat Akon
(Alamak!! Exactly what I say when I ask for money...:$)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Leave The Memories Alone - Fuel
(Memories nothing but memories....:( )

WHAT IS 2+2?
Keep Holding On - Boyce Avenue
(I will hang on though I dunno the ans...:P )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenade
(HAHA...depending on which best fren, I dont know what to expect)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Forever And Always (Acoustic) - Bullet For My Valentine
(WOW!!! SO PERFECT!!! HAHAHAHA)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
You Found Me - The Fray(Ok...who found me????)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Wake Up - Story Of The Year
(OMG!! Means I'm still slping??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Facade - Disturbed
(HAHA...IILUSION...sounds familiar?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Whatever You Like - T.I
(So what would you like to think of me...:P)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf feat. Lil Wayne
(ALL START HEADBANGING!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
(WTH!!! Ok...no comments....)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hate (I Really Don't Like You) - Plain White Ts
(Ok...so I like hating ppl. You got a prob wit tht? :@)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Burn - Usher
(HAHA...especially when we play L4D and I throw Molotovs...:P)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Broken Roads - Rascal Flatts
(Huh?? Dunno wat to think of it....)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Beat It - Fall Out Boy feat. John Mayer
(HAHAHAHA...I'll get beaten to death. Hmmm...sounds like me...xD)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
F*** IT - Eamon
(HAHAH...$#^*#@ regrets!!)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Goodbye - SR-71
(U say goodbye, I laugh?....no comments...)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
A Different Kind Of Pain - Cold
(WOW...another fitting one...sighs... :'( )

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Irreplaceable - Ne - Yo (Yes, he was the one who wrote the song and has his own ver)(HAHA...dont you ever get to thinking you're Irreplacble...)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Like A Knife - Secondhand Serenade
(Yes...knives are scary...)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Time After Time - Quietdrive
(HAHA..ppl only like me time after time...nvr the same person each time. :P)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
What Have You Done Now - Within Temptations
(What did you do??...haiz...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Until The Day I Die - Story of The Year
(Hahaha...ppl will think I writing suicide note...)

This was also posted in my Facebook since Shar tagged me from there. Anyway, I was just glad the Ponyo song never came out...hahahaha.

Valentine's Day Again...

Well, it is that time again, when everybody who has nobody wished they had somebody and those who has somebody wish they didn't. Been reading the papers and this Valentine's Day is the pinnicle question that has me and my friend thinking, "Fact or Fiction?". In this front page news covered a certain Radio DJ stating on air that he and his celebrity wife has "split up". Whether its true or not, is still a debate because nobody really know the answers, and there no sign of the two ever having problems, but then again the wife is an actress, not a good one but still, maybe she still is able to deceive some.

Anyway, with this Valentine's Day I decided to post a song I wrote for someone quite sometime back. Don't think it was remembered. I think this is the only "upbeat" song that I wrote, and this song is more about me. But if you are willing to do the things stated then I guess this song is for you too. Like they say, people always do crazy things when they are in love. :P

"Who I Am"

You said you were hurt

once or twice beforeyou said that he turned outto be someone you hate (it maybe too late)
does he care about your day

does he ask you if you're okay

if he does then i'm happy for you
but i'm telling you that i'm different

and these words i speak are true

though

chorus
I dont have the world to give to you

but there's nothing i wont do

I dont have the riches of any kind

but I've got the time

with a shoulder to cry on

I'll wipe away your tears

I'll hold on to your hand

and walk with you through your fears

I'll carry you awayif your leg's got a cramp

or I'll hold you til the end

That's just who I am

does he care if you cry (it maybe alot)

does he even bother to understand why

are you tired of his promises to change

when all he does is remain the same

does he touch your heart

or does he tear you apart

I can't speak for you

you have to decide what to do
but I'm telling you i'm different

and these words I speak are true

chorus

I'll cook you a meal

we'll dine under the stars

I'll sing you this song

playing on my guitar
I'll give you my jacket

if you're feeling cold

if you tell me you care

I'll tell you i'm sold
if you feeling lonely

just stare at the moon

just know, I'll be there

I'll be there, real soon

I dont have the world to give to you

but there's nothing I wont do

I dont have riches of any kind

but I've got the time

with a shoulder to cry on

I'll wipe away your tears

I'll hold on to your handand walk with you through your fears

I'll carry you away

if your leg's got a cramp

or i'll hold you til the end

and I wish to bring you around

from Europe to Japan

and I'll struggle if I have to

Thats just who I am

Demons, Nothing But Demons...

I'm fighting. I really am. I'm trying my best I guess. But flashbacks got me rattled. I need help but no one can help me except myself. I'm scared, I don't want to lose what I have now. I don't want all those things that I have worked so hard for just to go down the drain. Frustrations, anger are all I feel nowadays, just like how I feel years ago. I need to prevent history from repeating....or die trying...


Nevermind, I'm ok....I'm always ok.