Well, what can I say. With all the stuff going on I think I should kill myself, and what better way to kill myself with....FOOD!!
Finally, get to try the QUAD-STACKER from Burger King. To be honest, it was kind of a disappointment becauseI was expecting something much bigger, but hey, can't complain, at least I get to eat. WOOHHOOO!!
Heavy lunch, now heavy dinner. Simple dishes and enjoyed simply with family.
But now, is the end and I can't make anymore excuses for myself. I did alot of stupid and horrible shit and I really wish I could take it all back but life wouldn't be much of a challenge like that, would it? Prior to this day, I did alot of thinking and alot of digging and I found out alot of things about other people. People I care about. It seems they are all not what they are crapped out to be. But then again none of us are. It hurts me deep inside that I have to find out the way I did but I guess that's the way my life is. You think you on a cruise and on your way you got swarmed by birdshit that is littered all over your face (Inside joke, sorry). The point is, maybe its my fault because I went digging, but I imagined if I didn't find out now and found out later. God only knows how I would react or whether I would be able control my anger. Now, that I am that much older, my mind is racing much more, suspicions rise even faster and I'm there questioning every single deed that happen in my life. Sigh, I guess, its just time. I've got to do, what I've got to do.
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