Quote of the day...

My conversation with my colleague/friend really got interesting today. For some reason, as we were talking about random things, he suddenly started throwing quotes at me that he "happen" to hear from other people. However, every quote or saying he used, I have never heard before in my life which was weird. I don't know why but it was just weird. Anyway, the thing is, most of the quotes he used, I was able to understand, meaning I know what he was trying to say, all except one. The quote was "You can only stop love...with love". Til now, that quote keeps ringing in my head. I mean, he explained that, for example, if the person I care about is in love with someone that I think is bad for her, I can't stop her unless I so called,"steal her away" by showing her love. To be honest after typing that explaination I still don't understand, but I do wonder if it is similar to, "Fighting fire with fire". I really don't know but I can't get that stupid quote out of my head. I mean if the person I love is in love with someone else that I think is bad for her I don't think I want to "steal her away", I mean if she loves someone else, but she is happy then I don't think it matters whether the guy is bad or not. At least she is "blindly" happy... :P. Plus I don't think it would be fair to the guy, I mean, I know how it feels when the one you love is taken away from you. Damn, this is really stupid and irritating, I really wish I have never heard that stupid quote. ARGH!!


On a different note, this for those who keep asking me how I am. Basically, I'm the same, can't sleep well. Maybe, one or two hours, max. So to enegise myself, I turn to my old friend and the friend of the Chinaman, "RED BULL!!". I think I just went through my 3rd can just writing this entry. I am sure to be stoned tomorrow. But I need the energy. I know "Red Bull" is not good for me especially in my condition, but what other choice do I have. Besides, what do doctors know and why should I listen to them. Doctors are ignorant and all they can think about is their paycheck. They promise you that they can cure your cancer but their so called,"treatment" only spreads the cancer. They promise not to amputate your leg, then they cut off you leg and watch you die. Fuckers...why the hell should I even listen to what they have to say. The only thing doctors are good for is to get MC so that you can skip school or work. Other than that, I rather take my chances and live the way I want to live, so even if I die at least I do so happy...ok, maybe not happy but at least I'll die young, and everybody knows that dying is just the easy way out to live, and I do like taking the easy the way out. Hahaha. Ok, I think I need another drink, but before I do, I just want to apologise to those who call and sms me with no reply from me, it's either I'm just stoned or my head hurts too much...hahaha...