I've said it a million times, but no one wants to listen, and now there is one that is feeling the sting.
Is it fair? Of course not.
But does any of you care? Of course not.
Do I care? I do even if I dont want to...
Why?
Because I know how he feels. To be honest, I tried and I tried but I guess some people just dont learn.
This message is for you, bro. I know I have already talked to you in person but somehow you did not really absorb what I said (no offense). So, I'm spelling this out for you, hopefully to prove that I am sincere. Hey I know you had it rough in the past and I really wish that things would have been better for you, but I have said it once and I will said it again, I'm not them. I can guarentee you that once your in my circle you are never out, well unless you piss me off then maybe you will spend sometime out of the circle, but hey, we all got bad days, right? My point is you have seen the effort that I put to keep the whole circle together. The amount of money I spend, to be honest I didnt have to spare, but I used it anyway because money had always been an issue with all of us. So I volunteered to get that issue out of the way, spending hundreds of dollars hoping that the rewards was worth it. But the only reward I got was an empty pocket and you feeling the way that you do. Not worth, huh? I think the amount I spend, I could have got a PS3, a pool table and even a HD-TV for my room. But does anyone appreciate, again, no. Bro, I sorry you feel the way that you do and believe me when I say I know how you feel, because by using so much energy and time, I actually manage to phase myself out of their lives. I know you heard stories about how some of people i know got friends since sec sch and they always go out after work. Well, they are the lucky ones. I can tell you this, forget the rest, if you still feeling the way you feel then when you get your pay you should spoil yourself, and if you need a buddy to do it with I am open for the next 20 years(Haha). Anyway, that is my suggestion but what do i know, I'm just the guy who got phased out...
Again, sorry from the bottom of my heart, I know for you these are just words, but all I'm asking for you to do is give me a chance to change these words into actions.
Frm your fellow Code Monkey(ok fine not really a code monkey but i think you get the idea)...
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