Thursday, April 2, 2009

Give?? What else???!!!

After such a busy day, I saw something on the television on the way home that almost made my blood boil. It was suppose to be an "Inpiration" section that the stations shows in between scheduled programs. I loved watching this section because sometimes it reminds me of quotes I love using and words that would really inspire me. This time I just felt like smashing the emergency exit door beside me....

Thinking of back about the day, a conversation that clinged on in my head was with the one I had with a friend, talking about our own circle of friends. As the conversation was rolling through my head, these words came on the screen, "Give more.....and you shall.....receive more..."

GIVE MORE??!!! (Sorry for the "Singlish" but I think I really need to express myself here)

"HOW MUCH MORE YOU WANT ME TO GIV SIA??!! NOT ENOUGH, MEH?? All I ask for is just a simple reply. Maybe just a hello? Is that so hard? I know I make mistakes. In all my effort I think I'm still partially human, but what I did was so bad that you can't forgive me? You hate me so much til you don't even want to talk to me? I don't even know what I did wrong. Is it because I care too much? All I want to do is just to payback for all you have done for me, is that so wrong? It is so wrong to hold you close to my heart? You hold a special meaning to my life...I hope you know that. I guess what I predicted was right, take care then.
I'm sure you will be alright..."

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