29.9.09...My Own Intervention...

Wow, I guess this is how a drug addict or basically a addict would feel. When families suddenly just come and tell you to get your act right. I never knew my family would actually do this to me but they did. I was lost for words. I mean if you have not had an intervention before, you would not know how much emotion could fly around. I mean, the tension and the vibes were so thick, I was just stuck. No excuse in the world could get me out of this one. However, I know after this intervention, nothing's going to change. Nothing ever does, but its nice to finally feel good after so long. Maybe its he boost I need to keep going for a few more years. Though it was just only words, and I never really a fan of words, I couldn't help to hope and ONLY hope that my dad actually meant those words he said.

"I would never trade you for anything in the world..."


Words I never thought he say...I just cried...