Okok, I know it have been a long time since I posted anything. I wanted to but I just can't. Don't know why but I guess part of it has to do with fact that I have to admit that it's time to move on. Don't get me wrong, I'm those type of people who hates changes...oh no, sir. I thrive on changes, in the sense that I use the opportunity to change myself, make a new impression and even change my past. But I guess I reach a certain point where I just need to stop change, at least for a while. Its tiresome trying to adapt and I've done way too many times. More than anyone can understand. There is so much people don't know, that they could never know. Ok, I'm starting to sound weird. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I just want a break, to rest. Get things straigthen out, trying to figure things out. But it's hard, especially when more respondsibilities keep piling on me like bricks in a bag....
Today, my day was brighten because I get to see my friend in person after booking out for the first time from service for the nation. I even receive a call from another that is currently in. It brighthen my day because I feel alive. That I'm not forgotten as people usually are as others move on with their life. It happen to me way too many times. Ya its true, you can make new friends and have a new group. But the question I always ask myself is, what's wrong with the friends I have now? Each are different and I have different things to talk to satisfy all my interest. For one, I have the tech and games with a hint of anime and cartoons. I have one to talk about sciences, facts and skeptical analysis. I have one to talk about sports, martial arts and rubbish. And I have another to talk about life and stuff on the web. Basically I got my bases covered and I don't think I want to change that though I guess it's not up to me to decide. I tried my best, to keep in touch, but there is only so much one guy can do. Soon, we all have to go our seperate ways, but whether we all meet again on the same path is up to them, because I'm already there...waiting....
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