Today was suppose to be a good day for me, but like always, I get kicked in the nuts when I least expected it. It was the 2 today and as for what I can say I think its going strong. Ups, downs, we made it through...
But after a message came through, I'm getting kicked in the nuts again. For my fellow man, who was with me this whole year, I apologise again. By the time you see this you would probably seen your results yourself. All I can say is, I am sorry again. I really tried, and as the first day I knew we would be in the same group together I tried my hardest to make sure history does not repeat itself. I was the leader yet I could not be there because I had to attend to personal matters, not that I'm using sickness as an excuse but I guess I just was not strong enough to handle all the responsibility. Despite the fact that the group elected me as the leader either because I was the scapegoat or because I was really the one to lead, I should have done a better job. I'm sorry if you are disappointed and if you want someone to blame, I'm right here. You can dump the blame on me, I probably deserve it anyway. You really did your best even though the circumstances were against us and you should be proud. I really feel bad and hope we can look beyond this and that this does not affect our friendship....
I'm sorry...
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