End of the month....

Alright, looks like its going to be the end of July, and I've got to say that I have really learnt alot this month. Most of them are pretty random but they are good lessons nonetheless. Hmm....lets see...

Working in an office is horrible...

Working in an office with a slack supervisor and a recreation club is the best thing ever...

Never play pool with a Chinaman...

Worse, never play ping pong with a Chinaman...

Even worse, never provoke the Chinaman when playing ping pong...(ouch!)

But, it is amazing how friendships can be made beyond the language barrier...

It is almost amazing how friendships can be broken or stressed with the wrong type of language...(or rather the wrong words)

I find out that I was not myself recently, because I even forget a friends birthday and it is not like me to forget someone's birthday because birthday is a very big thing for me....(sigh..)

I realise is not about when the birthday is, it's about the time that flew past without me caring...

It is a bad idea to emo while crossing a busy road...

It is also surprising that a car that is traveling at only 15km/h can do alot damage...

It is also a bad idea to try to self-medicate after your knee was slammed by car... :P

It is amazing that I still havent died with all the injuries I had thoroughout my entire lifetime...

Plus, colleagues agree that upon 10, I am a -2 when it comes to appearance...(oh well..)

I also realise that I can do so much if I focus....(but since when I focus on what I'm doing.. :P

But the most important lesson I learn is...how much I miss someone and how much I need that someone. But after all this time, not hearing from that person, I realise I was just being selfish and in a way, I was hurting her. I dont know why it took so long but after seeing her, I realise how happy she is when I am not part of her life. So all I can ask for is her forgiveness that I couldn't see things clearer. It's not about what I want, but it's about what she needs and what makes her happy. He's a lucky guy. Like I always say, some guys have all the luck. The worse part is that she probably won't get to see this unless someone shows it to her. I guess, it's just bad timing, maybe another time, another place, another life....

Sweet dreams....