Thursday, April 24, 2008

The Downward Spiral...

So, we last ended when Theodore saw that mysterious girl. Of course, he didn't try to approach her because he was not that type of guy, suave and confident, instead he was the other type, the timid and die alone type(Ok, this maybe a slight exaggeration). Anyway, he did what any guy in his situation would do, forget about and find for other 'fishes in the sea'.

At first, Theodore didn't care for these type of things. He was in that prep school for one reason and one reason only, his future. He was either making new friends or kicking ass, taking names. But there was one thing that Theodore would never expect to catch up with him...his past. Theodore was a nice guy (at least he thought he was) but growing up, the way to survive was to be tough, fierce...angry. Theodore had a problem controlling his rage, and one day, while he was with his new classmates, he snapped. His classmates were stunned, scared, unforgiving, because a few days later, Theodore found himself alone, outcasted by the very circle he created. Disappointed, Theodore spent the first academic year, alone. Yes, he was sad but maybe he saw it coming because he knew history will always repeat itself...

Now Theodore, tried to remain positive telling himself that things would change for the better. So even tried joining his school club in order to make new friends. Still even though the people were nice to him, no one was really close enough to be called a friend and when they had like big outings and meetings, he was always left out and he find himself in a corner trying to entertain himself in any way that he could. He got tired, mentally and he seem to have given up hope, it looks like Theodore was destined to travel the path of lonliness. He told himself, ''Well, better me than someone else.''But this was not the end of his bitterness, it turns out, his social life was also affecting his academic performance because every single one of his classmates were reluctant to be in his group, and when they were, they wouldn't keep him updated and in the end he was forced to work alone. Theodore just took one blow after another, but he still refused to go down. It was only a year but to Theodore, it seemed like an eternity of touture...

1 comment:

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